Monday, August 23, 2004

I feel so sick today..Dunno wad the heck is wrong with me..Dun feel well... Wanted to go and take mc but i didn't cos i was thinking of the stupid ordb lab test... Gosh... Somemore today is a long day..Wad the heck mann... One thing for sure,i'm gonna skip ma calculus lecture..Cannot tahan uh,tts y...Haiz...

Anyway,last friday,went to meet up with syla and fyza. Thot what only..But they gave me a bdae prezzie...Thanks again guys..U made my day... My bdae wish didn't come true.Well i know it won't,but syla and fyza just cheered me up..They gave me chocolates..And belgian chocolates happen to be one of my favourite chocolates..Ahakz!~ Tanx again ya'll..So much for the mystery place huh?Ahakz!~

Then had dinner with ma family and old neighbour at 'simpang bedok'. Ate and ate and ate till i feel like vomiting,but still i continued eating...Haha!I'm so gonna get fat...Damn! But it's ok since someone said i lost alot of weight..Ahakz! On sat had ncc. Really didn't feel like going,but what the heck uh..I didn't wanna stay home the whole day... The sec 2 had rock climbing.. Then when they came back,i kena bashed by them. Bdae bash,tts wad they call it.Damn them... Then we slacked...As in me,adha,ziza and zakirah..Actually,i intended to just go straight home,but then these people wanna slack with me..So,what the heck lah...Slack until around 3plus..Sit,talk nonsense,laugh like we got nth better to do...But,we really had nothing better to do at tt point in time lorr...

Sunday,had wedding invitation at jb..Felt lazy to go,but then my mum werking,so i had to represent ma mum.Damnit!Thank god i didn't have to get up tt early...Came back ard 5plus lyddat...Down there,i ate and ate and ate sia...Seriously,i been eating alot these days...Really alot...But who cares... As long as i got the appetite...But thing is,my weight dun seem to be going up anymore..And these cheeks..Haiz...How i wish tt it'll be more chubby...Like now,it's so skeleton-ish... Seriously...Even my body weight goes up,these cheeks won't...Damnit...

sHOOTS...gtg.... Fren waiting for me ready..Tc guys...Peace outz!~ And yesh,nad,i noe it's too late to say this,but gd luck for ya driving..Biler dah pass,boleh lah ko amek aku and anta aku g skolah ye KAK?! Ahakz!

crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 12:59:00 PM

L K J

Friday, August 20, 2004

Yeah..It was ma bdae yesterday... Thanks to all those who wished me... And thanks to those who has given me a present.. For those who haven't,i'm still waiting for one...Ahakz!

Yesterday,was saposed to be a gd day for me. Well,it was.. Surprised tt wati gave me a present. Aishah and idah too... And had this 'surprise' thingie... Aishah and idah had the honour of having dinner with me on my bdae..Today,would be my family..For all the others,lain hari lah eh...Hehe!Sorry... Ouh yes,it was ayam's bdae yesterday..And munir's one oso...Coolness...

Life so far,was ok...Yes..Ok is all i can say to describe how my life has been...Not tt bad,and not tt good. But,this is life...Sth i can't run away from. The more i try to hide,the more it haunts me. Hai...

~**For You are the reason i chose to live,And now i am the reason for wanting to leave.**~

crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 2:35:00 PM

L K J

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Tests are finally over and i screw up all of it.. Wati's and yus's bdae today... Well, Happy birthday dudes... And ouh yes.. It's my dearest yaya's bdae too... Wee.. So MANY ppl bdae today mann.. And many more coming up.. Ahakz!~

Trip to KL was ok... Noticed i said ok.. Haha! Got lost on the road a couple of times,tts the thing tt made it fun... Gosh,im such a weirdo. On the whole,all i did there was eat,eat and eat. Now i feel myself getting fatter. I just can't seem to refuse the food there. It all seems soooooo nice. Looks like a must eat kinda food ya know. How to resist. Chocolates was also another thing tt made my day. Now,i think i really gonna get fat.... Argh!!! My dearest niece was there... My dearest Ira... She sooo cute i tell you.. Her smile,her chubby cheeks... Its sooo nice to pinch it. After so long,finally can hear her say a few werds. She's only 1,wadya expect rite? But,she's so damn cute... Tts all i gotta say about her...

Now,for tt someone.... I wish i could make you stay... But it seems like it's never gonna happen... Things that i did and did not do to u in the past,im so sorry my dear... I really am... I've really lost you now huh? Well,haiz...Nothing much i can say... I want you to stay,but it's not like you want. Lead a happier life my dear.. May god shine the light on you....

crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 3:43:00 PM

L K J

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Permata hati membawa diri

Berat sungguh bagi diriku
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Segala gala tak menentu
Diselubung rindu

Walau pahit kutelan sahaja
Namun di dalam merasainya
Apa dibuat serba tak kena
Pastinya kecewa

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Bertemankan sekeping hati
Dipenuhi ranjau berduri
Sakit pedihnya tak terperi

Di satu sudut ku terdampar
Gelora sudah ku sedar
Semua kerana peristiwa itu

Termanggungku di perantauan
Tersesat ku di persimpangan
Yang nyata kita berjauhan
Buat selama lamanya
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Kuturuti apa yang engkau hajati
Biar aku menanggungnya... sendiri...

crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 3:40:00 PM

L K J

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

I never knew it was wrong to be kind. I never knew that being kind is returned by something stupid. Haiz... What a life...

Anyhow,Monday,went to kembangan plaza with mus to check some computer stuff. After which we saw nora at kembangan court. Totally forgot that she was working there. From there we went to eat prata at a nearby stall,then she accompanied me to bedok town sec for some ncc matters. It was all done by near 3 lyddat. Then both mus and me headed for pasir ris where nad and suhana were studying. Darn..Had to drag my butt all the way there sia. Reached there,studied MAFIT. It was confusing though. What do u expect? I dun attend lectures,of course lah difficult. Went off at around 6.10 lyddat. Sapose to meet aishah and idah at bedok at 6.20,but heck..i was still at pasir ris at 6.20. On the way to the mrt station,saw wati and halil at the pasir ris park. Both seemed surprised to see me and only god knows why. So,i was late and decided to meet aishah at tampines int. So i alighted at tampines,leaving mus alone all the way to bedok.Hehe! Sorry mus... At tamp int,i was dead early.Ahakz! So,walked around for awhile. Saw many people (like duh). But what i meant was people i know. From fate,to Yasir,to Raymond,to Su and to ahem. Haiz... Around near 7,aishah and idah arrived. Chat for awhile before we were joined by nora. (Lagi skali muka dier). Chat and chat and chat and then off i went. To home of course. At home,i wanted to study,budden,this flu is just getting on my nerves. Kepala pae sakit. Tak boleh angkat seh. So i went to bed instead.

Tuesday,woke up at 7.30. Yes,tts early,i knoe.But what the heck k. Bathed and there i was sitting right in front of the tv watching cartoon early in the morn. Msg nad and she said she was still on her bed. So,i slacked. Then at 12,i think,she msg me and told me to fetch her at the int in 15 mins and i was like wtf. Haha! Cos i was still in my shirt and shorts. So i changed and met her at bedok. Then off we were to mus area to study. Intended to study ORDB,budden,close book half way. It was worse than MAFIT. At 6 lyddat we went to eat at yasalam and then headed for home. At home,i study like wanna die sia...Haiyoz...

Today's paper just killed me..It just shot me in the head...Yeah..Ya'll know what i mean k...No need to elaborate.. Waiting for time to pass by now... Haiz... Wondering what's up for me next...

crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 4:17:00 PM

L K J