Saturday, September 09, 2006
Let me make a public apology to both shivani and raye cos i could not accompany u guys tonight..Also to boo...haha! sorry fellas...
To raye, i know u're not you tonight,but u're just keeping mum about it,which i have no idea why..If u're thinking about ur ex,like wad many others has said, i m saying it to u once again..It's about time you move on with ur life..If u fall in love with somebody else already and she comes back to u, just ignore and carry on with the love that you have for the other person...i know it's not easy..and i know that it's not tt u cannot do it..U just don't want to cos u're still waiting and hoping that se will return to u...Dun do that..These are setbacks u face in love...
Anyway, i still cannot believe that MILO is only 21..I really cannot believe it mann..And,haha! i heard u saying 'my girl'..Haha! what's there to hide..? This is the reality world...Haha! And yah..HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO U..Hope u like the gift from us...And yah..the government too gave u a present huh?haha! $30 only...haha!
For Farhana, girl..i knoe u're not facing ur best moments now,but whatever it is..Take it easy..Dun make things hard for urself by thinking too much about all the setbacks u r facing..I know it comes as a blow for u, but sort ur own feelings out one at a time...take ur time,but dun take too long or u'll be suffering..
To the girl who FINALLY realised that she is in love...Girl,dun hide ur feelings no more..remember wad 'ustadz' say? haha!
Damn,my entry is long...but u know wad..? i dun think any of the people i mentioned above would eventually read it..haha! cos they dun even noe i own a blog..but what the heck..haha! Take care ppl..
~**For You are the reason i chose to live,And now i am the reason for wanting to leave.**~
crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 11:51:00 PM
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Aku yang tak pernah bisa
Lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir di antara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa
Menepis bayangmu
Yang selama ini temani hidupku
Maafkan aku
Menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku
Tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu
Yang bergelir di sampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku
Sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila ku bisa memilih...
Kalau saja waktu itu
ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua takkan seperti ini
Dirimu dan dirinya kini
Ada di hatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran
Maafkan aku
Menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku
Tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu
Yang bergelir di sampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku
Sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila ku bisa memilih...~**For You are the reason i chose to live,And now i am the reason for wanting to leave.**~
crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 12:33:00 PM
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Friday, September 08, 2006
Tak pernah ku benci padamu
Walaupun hatiku
Pernah dilukai...
Jangan kau pergi meninggalkan aku
Tak sanggup ku berpisah denganmu
Bagaimana nanti
Bila aku rindu
Di mana tempat nak ku bermanja...
Demi tuhan ku sayang padamu
Airmata menjadi saksinya
Bagaimana lagi
Hendak ku buktikan
Kesetiaannya cintaku ini...
Apakah lagi yang kau mahu
Tak cukup kah pengorbananku
Semoga kau mengerti
Perasaanku
Betapa ikhlasnya cintaku...
Bila hatiku sudah sayang
Bukan mudah nak ku lupakan
Biarpun pedih dugaan
Rela ku hadapi
Sayang...~**For You are the reason i chose to live,And now i am the reason for wanting to leave.**~
crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 11:26:00 PM
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
Heylo people...Gawd..it's been nearly a month..haha! Anyway, it's been near a week since i last slept in the bunk..Kinda miss that atmosphere u know.. But well, sleep in class pun sleep in class lah..Better than sleeping nowhere..Haha!
All tt had to happen because of IMF...I will only be deployed on the 15th, when it's supposed to be yesterday... Gawd! y do they have to make last minute changes..And i tell u,it's hard to pass by each day with nothing to do AT ALL..
All we do is sit in class,sleep,make some noise,sleep again,go for lunch, come back and sleep again and sleep throughout..Unless someone comes into the room and teaces us...
Alot of things have been happening..And my friends are all in confused state..Kesian dorg..haha!
Anyway, i been driving up since Tuesday and i tell u..the PETROL is definitely killing me..I really want a new car..! haha! Raye is leaving tml..It's is last day tml..Well,all the best in the future...I know u wun read this but i really have no idea y im typin it for u..Haha! U tc of urself and dun think too much about ur ex..It's about time u move on..So,stand up on ur two feets and continue walking..Dun stop to turn around..It wun do u good..It will only make you go back...How to move on lyddat?Haha! So raye, wad u up to next???Hmm..
Do u all noe tt im supposed to be clearing my cupboard all becos my sister's new cupboard is coming in tml and my cupbooard will be thrown away...Im so restless rite now, how to clear? SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!
~**For You are the reason i chose to live,And now i am the reason for wanting to leave.**~
crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 9:58:00 PM
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