Monday, December 27, 2004

Hello my fellow comrades...Ahakz! Im in school now...Tgh kebosanan dan tgh pikir whether i should go for my lectures later..Macam malas pun ader,macam rajin pun ader gak...Somebody save me can?

Anywho,my weekends...Hmm...Went to nora's chalet...Then i had to go home to attend to some family shit...Haiz... There's oways something to ruin the fun tt i m having... What the heck... Sunday...Hmm...Ouh nora's chalet was on sat... And on sunday..Let's see wad i did... Ouh,i went dating... Ahakz! Went to grab some bite with someone... And wen i got home i was SUPER full... And all i ate was some noodles... I no longer big eater uh..No matter how hungry i am,i tend to eat very the little... Wen i came home, i was complaining away to the one who was talking to me on the fon...Sorry beb,but i can't help it...I was super duper full uh...Ahakz...

Ouh this reminds me... Yazid was acting extremely weird last sat..Suddenly all so mushy and stuff.... "Wads the use of having eyes if i can't see u...Wads the use of having a heart of i can't love u.." Tts wad he said...It sorta freaked me out tho...And he started saying like "Yes dear,anything the matter?"...Awch... I was soo freaked out... He has been wanting to meet me for a long time,but i just ignored...Ahakz... Dun wana get in a serious relationship yet...Not ready yet... Im still in love with someone else...Waiting for someone who can open up the door to my heart and one who is willing to stay there...Awwww.... Ahakz....Gosh..Im soo bored....


~**For You are the reason i chose to live,And now i am the reason for wanting to leave.**~

crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 11:56:00 AM

L K J

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

I am still in school at this hour and for your info it is 7.22pm now... Wondering wad im doin here? Ahakz! Actually nth much...Slacking ard...Got too much free time i sapose...Actually i got other things to do,but ma mind ain't here for me to b doin all tt... So wad d heck rite? Dunno uh... I oso dunno wad to do...My life ain't tt good uh...Been troubled of late... But haiz... No matter how much i try nt to think of it,it still comes to my mind just lyddat... It wun leave me alone and i m not happy about tt...

Argh!!! Im in skirt today u noe... Kak long punye pasal... I have to uh... Ahakz...to fulfil one of her wishes.... Wattodo...Kak long lah katakan... Anywho,had lunch with em tadi...Yeah,finally told her the truth... Ahakz...She was surprised tho..Ahakz....Sorry ye kak long kiter simpan lama2... Jgn kecik hati tauz...Dunno how many times i say sorry ready... But what the heck k....

To shahnaz, i noe u wun b reading this,but wad d heck...Aku ucapkan kau slamat pergi dan slamat balek.... Jgn lupa aku biler kau pat sana...And most importantly,not so impt actually, jgn rindu aku tauz... What's impt is tt u bring me my souveb\niour from there tauz... Tkmu lupa..Ahakz.... See u wen u're back aight.... I bid u my greatest farewell..Ahakz....

To those reading this, why the hell are u reading this? Ahakz....I'm kidding... Bare with my nonsense k... I am just destressing myself.... Hope u understand...Tanx for the great understanding... Argh!!! I start at 8 tml...Will b with my kak ani from 10-11...Tight schedule tml uh...Haiz... I doubt i'll have time to have lunch...Kesian aku..Nmpknya kenalah aku 'puasa' esok......kesian kan?Ahakz...Gtg...Peace outz....


~**For You are the reason i chose to live,And now i am the reason for wanting to leave.**~

crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 7:23:00 PM

L K J

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

This life has been more or less complicated for me of late... With all tt has happened around me and all... Guess it's the time of the year...It has arrived.... AGAIN...

Anywho,let's see what i have been doin of late...Well,been rather busy with school stuff actually..But nevertheless i still mangae to squeeze some time to destress myself... Went to compass point last sat afternoon wid naz,aishah,yus,idah and zaima...And all 6 of us squeezed into nad's car...naseb muat...Al maklum...Semua badan cute2... Tanx nad... Walked around and bought the frame tt we were sort of looking for to give her on her chalet...
After we bought wad we needed,we took 27...Intended to alight at tampines,but someone came up with this bright idea to continue the journey to the airport...So,since it was still kinda early for us,we decided to head for the airport..And furthermore,yus said it's been long since she last went there...Zaima didn't join us tho... So,as we were there,i saw arif and he thought i was some kind of gangster...Damn him...Saw nurul too,but i didn't talk to her cos i was on the phone with someone... Well,someone spoilt my day when i was there... But forget abt tt...We only walked ard T1 cos aishah gtg... So,we took 27 back and alighted at tampines....

After which aishah n naz went back,yus oso went back...Left me n idah..And she was like askin if i wanted to go home and obviously i shook my head...It wasn't even 7 then...So we decided to take a stroll in TM for awhile and we did... I reached home late tt night...But it was before 9...Dah kena marah,balek terus uh...Not kena marah dgn parents...Kena marah dgn kakak aku tu lah...siapa lagi..Ahakz...!

On sunday,surprisngly i was home the whole day...Now tt's sth surprising... Woke up near noon,then watched hindustan,bathed and then continue tgk crita tamil..Both of it were nice shows...Initially i wanted to go parkway,but couldn't find anyone to go with me...Simply cos i didn't look for one..Usually someone is bound to call n ask me out..But not tt day... Idah called me tt nite and was surprised to hear tt i was at home... So i told her tt i had wanted to go out but couldn't find a mate to go with, dah kena marah sebakul....Ahakz!

On monday,i was out since early morning...Settled my dad's business license for him which has been terminated...I had to talk to the officers to ask them to help revive the business...Tts why lah...Nexttime ppl send letter ignnore somemore...See wad happened...My dad just dun learn his lesson..Then aku pulak tu yg kena g bebual dgn officer2 tu...They were unable to help at first,tts wad they told me, but me always good in my words manage to change their mind..Haha! Still cannot imagine tt i talked to them the way i did..Like some kind of pro lyddat...But padahal,abuk pun tkda...Haha! Then i rushed off to meet nana...Had breakfast cum lunch with her at yasalam which was then joined by shahnaz at ard 12+... Then at 1+ we left and off we went to tampines coffee bean...Had a gatering with my primary school mates...We talked and talked and recalled of past incidents...It was funny of how we put it... haha! Then met aishah and idah at tamp int and off we went to s-11 to eat..Had the rojak mama there... Then met up with yus at the mrt station and then off to tm...Me and naz accompanied them to buy their movie tickets and all since we thought tt it was still early to go home...
Haha! I punked yus,idah and aishah on tt day... I told em i wasn't goin for nora's chalet... Idah's facial expression changed on the spot... It was damn obvious... She pulled a VERY VERY long face and even aishah noticed tt too..Suddenly she became quiet...Tried to ask her to smile but it didn't seem to work...So,when i was home, i msg idah to call me... And she did... And i told her tt i was kidding only and suddenly she started to cheer up..Haha! Told nora i wasn't coming..She sounded disappointed,but...Haha! Kiter jumpa d chalet awak ye kak long...Ahakz..! Broke the news to aishah n yus during lunch just now abt me kidding tt i wasn't goin..Haha! they laughed... Haha!

Damn..im saposed to b doin my research n i havent done anything..Ahakz..I'll come back tml...Toodles....



~**For You are the reason i chose to live,And now i am the reason for wanting to leave.**~

crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 3:23:00 PM

L K J

Thursday, December 09, 2004

How long have i been gone??? Must be damn long..Felt like ages ago i last did this...Ppl been askin me to update...Sorry peepz.... I ain't got time yet tt time...But now i like very very free although i start school already....

Kaoz...First week of school and i already feel sooooo lazy to go for my classes... Didn't go for the one this morning and m not goin for my cds too.... Gawd...Am i good or wad..heez... Dunno how many classes i skipped already mann.... No matter how tight my schedule is,i always made is sooooo slack sia....

Anyway,went to send ahmad tadi...Looks like the school's gonna b quiet for quite some time now.... Sent him off with my driver,nad, and my secretary,nurul....wahaha...then went to eat at afghanistan and then nad dropped us off in school... Tanx dear..Wahaha!

I dunno wad to write already..will update again when i noe wad to write....Peace to all!!!!




~**For You are the reason i chose to live,And now i am the reason for wanting to leave.**~

crappypwincess HaD a MoOd sWinG @ 1:35:00 PM

L K J